why is life like that?

haha

2004-10-07T14:13:00.000-07:00

haha...tmr a maths..give up hope liao..so no need to study..well..for other subjects..i oso dun plan to study liao..next year sure retain wan...hmm..sec 3 2005..what dampens my mood more is that...i feel she's giving me face by talkin to me? she gives me the feeling like..'go away..i dun wan to talk to u'..haiz..wad can i sae..maybe she detest me...oh well..put it in another way..perhaps she deserves someone better den me bahx...if thats realli the case and she can find someone that realli loves her more den i do loh...den haiya...zhu fu de hua zheng me jiao wo shou de chu kou...haiz...i go rot liao..no mood to write liao...buai buaix..

finally...after hours

2004-09-29T19:05:00.000-07:00

finally..after so many hours of searching..finally found a song that has lyrics quite similar to my feelings for her..ok..english translation..from part of An Jing(by jay chou)

i think that u have already made it very clear
i understand and i know
u will not miss me
u sae u will feel sad
i dont believe
WON'T become silent SO FAST
i will learn to give u up
it is because I LOVE U TOO MUCH

hmm..ok..thats all for now...will be back if i have the mood to write..actually i now also very depressed wan..over studies..NCC..and HER...

a big mistake

2004-09-28T18:45:00.000-07:00

erm todae...when to bukit batok the mac there to study with daniel chai..yar..den surprisingly..i met her there..whoa shit man...now blaming myself..why did i not have the courage to talk to her..i myself dunno is i shy or dun dare to..well but i sat there for 2 hours..studying onli 4 pages..den no mood to eat oso..onli see daniel to eat..haiz..total loss of appetite....my mind is soo distrated with some thoughts...if this carries on..i'm sure to retain next year liao...and 1 more thing..she still haven sent me my mail...WHY? maybe she said she will reply is jus to make me happy wan lah..haiz..still trust me to take it so seriously...sheryne..i may not be able to give u everything or anything..but i can give u all my time and my heart..(actually..i have given u already..is jus that u wun accept it...so pls..at least reply my mail..let me know how u feel..and hopefully i will be able to forget u..if i REALLI MUST..but of course..i definitely hope not to..

she lied

2004-09-27T16:18:00.000-07:00

erm..sorri for not updating for quite a while..but..lately no mood ar..den very troubled by some things nor..erm..got selected by CO for cadet exchange to India..but dunnoe can get through commander anot..well i dun care whether i can go or not lah actually...hmm..den fridae kena canned by DM...for being late for lesson for 5 min..whoa..he cane that tyme can feel the molecules inside my hand vibrating loh..den got scar..lucky temporary only..saturdae go away liao..den saturdae..got a new 'friend'..his name is yibiao i think..ya..very helpful..help to be me and sherynes middleman..ya..den he said that she will reply to my mail..so i came back at night..but sheryne said she too tired den sundae sure reply..can understand lah..got orienteering that dae..sure very tiring wan..so i waited anxiously for sundae...when sundae arrived..i waited online from morning to at night 10pm..she lied..she did not reply..heartbroken me...todae is mondae liao.. and i'm waitimg again..but so far..seems like no hope..but i will continue to wait...until she replies and until she accepts me..well..i wanna go slp a while 1st..later wake up den come online and wait again..buai buaix

:(:(:(

2004-09-13T18:10:00.000-07:00

ahem...well...todae...1st dae back to school..something unexpected happened...erm..ya..got chance to go for cadet exchange..well..although chances damm slim..but i really wanted to go..notice i used the word 'wantED'..well..let me explain..when i knew got chance that tyme..i realli wanted to go..i felt quite troubled over the result..but now...i looked at it from another angle...maybe if i dun get to go..its a good thing instead..hehe..wads the good thing? well..that is..maybe if i stay in singapore..i might get to see sheryne..well..there are many things i want and need to say to her, maybe even do...but i have not yet had the chance..and here..i swear not to cry over her again..not because she is not worth it..but is because of some ego thing that hao feng told me...well..hao feng..he is a kind of fren which is like u dun talk to him..he wun talk to u..and also can be neglected easily..but when u really need a listening ear..he is always there...ya..so erm..hao feng..thanks a lot horx..and ya..yee lee is out of hospital...yea..

thoughts

2004-09-10T18:53:00.000-07:00

todae...i went to meet my juniors at the mac at kallang...woke up..still troubled over the many things that happened yesterdae...i went to the mac without any appetite...juz bought a cup of tea...as thoughts ran through my mind...i was playing with the hot tea...plae and plae until spill..lucky got extra clothing..me and hao feng brought them to the beach for morning PT..after that i screwed them...maybe i was too harsh..but the way they treated sheryne...realli broke my heart...and it also reflects badly on the unit's image..okok...sori to my juniors...halfway through the course i found out that yee lee was hospitalised..me and hao feng went down to hospital to see him...he sure was bored...as i left the hospital..i asked myself one question which i realli want to noe the answer...if i was the one who is hospitalised..would sheryne bother to come and see me? i think she wont..at the most...she will onli send her regards..well..i jus wan her to noe that the number of breaths she takes...is the number of times i'm thinking of her...and as for joanne...my heart no longer has any space for anyone cos sheryne has filled my heart..no one will ever be able to replace her..she has become my soul...i will remain the lifeless me i am right now without her...my life realli cant go on without her...i have no soul...a souless person now..sheryne...erm...I LOVE U...(it took me lots of courage to type these words)..pls give me life..please?

i need u

2004-09-09T19:10:00.000-07:00

this entry...firstly..i wanna sae a very sooper big thank u to sheryne for helping out at kallang todae...todae...i went out with her and mary...not much might have happened...but to me...it was sure a lot...we went to watch a movie just now...mary and her were enjoying the movie...while i had plenty of thoughts running through my head..few drops of tears broke out durin the movie and i was realli feelin upset...i have never shed a drop of tear over a girl in my life...and this is the 2nd tyme...and its over the same girl...i just cant control myself...i'm even captivated by ther slightest actions just like sleeping or staring into blank space...i lost all appetite...i feel very weak..more like sick...i've gotta see the doctor...but no doctor can cure my disease...its like na terminal disease that onli 1 person in this world can cure...and thats her..but she doesn't want to cure me...hey..i realli like u..i find that i cant carry on like this without u...please heal me...can u pls give a chance? i realli need u...

.....

2004-09-08T19:24:00.000-07:00

erm...ya...this will probably be the last entry before i abandon this blog...just wanna sae...i tried very hard...so hard that tears broke out not once...but twice...maybe ahe hates me...dislikes me...i may be a thorn in her flesh...never see ger online for so long....maybe she block me..i dunno..i'm realli lost...i wanna forget her..but i just cant...oh ya...daniel..i guess she dosent like to be pushed around like a toy...just like everybody else...i appreciate ur effort...but she will never change her mind...well she doesn't even reply to any of the e mails i sent her...maybe she dosen't even bother to read it...or she treats it as rubbish..maybe she treats both me and my e mails as rubbish...i dun mind changing for her sake..but how i noe wad she wants?(oei..i hav answered ur question)and i dun go for looks...common..Pb is so much more chio...but so wad? sh***ne..i not saying u ugly hor..realli (ok..i hav answered ur 2nd question)..well i cant force her...so as long as she is happy...i'm fine with it..i just want her to be happy...

feelings

2004-09-04T20:45:00.000-07:00

todae....experienced lots of different feelings...firstly...about todae's training...total screw up...some more is our last saturdae training before the 5-dae-week start...kena kan by 2LT Goh todae...like is entirely our fault when i think is the COs fault...wad can we do....u 2LT... we 2SGs and CPLs onli...hu will dare sae anithing....be officer be until left ur brains at home...but one thing...which is also the 2nd point...i never realised that being the CSM is actually one of the toughest job until todae...he took rap for some of us todae...jeremy...on behalf of the part Cs...a big thanks ar...well..todae...did things in a daze...some part of the dae also dunno wad i doin myself...teach IMT when i am not PS...never mind lah...still did things well although feeling troubled...haiz...just now i use com and sit on the sofa...i went to her blog...read part of it den got a super funny feeling...is like my heart suddenly beat damm fast and my chair is sinking...she feels that she has hurt me deeply...yea ..she's right but i dun mind...i just dun wan her to keep blamimg herself when all these pain and misery is wad i brought upon myself....it hurts me more to see her blaming herself over this...i juz came to realise something...it is indeed true...if u really like that person...do not expect onli that she will like u in return...just make sure that she is happy...(although i very selfish...i want both..hehex) sorri ar..i very frank.. but i cant expect her to like me...cos i am a nobody...therefore...i just wan her to happy...while i continue to sulk around...lately...cannot think or act properly because of her...conatantly thinking about her...realised that she has filled my heart...no one..absoulutely no one can take her place...my heart no longer has place for anithing else...not even basketball...she's the one..my one and onli..if i was a computer and she is a computer virus...i guess i would be beyond repair...well...i dun think i am in the right state of mind to continue writing for now...so here... i just want to sae that i still like u...and hope u stay happy ok?

god is makin a fool out of me

2004-09-02T19:06:00.000-07:00

yeaterdae...went back to the police station...haiz...nothing much...they just gimme warning lohz...aniway...i dun noe how she found out that i like her...she claims that nobody told her...so never mind lorz...but me mission failed...lost to my stupid senior...argh!! todae...went to school in a daze..never pay attention in class and didn't even have appetite to eat...until my fren cheered me up durin lunch break when i finally ate something...den step in to ncc room after school..was in a god damm mess...i not around for 1 month plus den like that liao...come back make me clear up the shit for them...damm sway ar...haiya...as for her...i guess i wont give up just yet...at least not now...its really hard to forget her...she's simply out of this world..haiz...my senior found such a priceless 'item'...but he wants to discard it...or rather he feels he cant take it...if onli i was him...haiz....she apologised to me...said that she had hurt me...true...she hurt me...but i dun blame her...and i will never...dun wanna sae so much for now...here...i juz wanna sae...S****ne...i still like u!!!!

my time might be up

2004-08-31T18:00:00.000-07:00

my time might be up soon...tomorrow is the dae that determines my fate...i dun care...but is just the fact that i wun noe wad will become of me after tomorrow...and she still doesn't noe how i feel about her...although we have known each other not for long...but is the feeling that she gives me..its totally different...a feeling i've never felt before in my life...i realli hope that she understands..but not...i'm always online to see when she will be online...everytime the pop up aooeas...u noe the one that pop up that tells u hu just come online...ya..thats the one..when ever it sounds..i hope that its her nic that just signed in..and my heart will always jump extremely the fast...but it always disappoints me...sigh...when will she ever understand??? i dun hav much time left.........

shit man

2004-08-30T19:00:00.000-07:00

whoa...todae got the a-maths lesson...hmm..as u noe..i am not interested in a-maths liao and i'm just waiting for the school to ask me to drop a-maths...so apparently i cant be bothered to listen...den i some more sleep in class...whoa lao...den later the teacher want to check my work...i never do den she say wan to see whether i got at least copy down the question or not..den she see liao she scold me and sae why i never copy the question and some more say who is this girl..den i shock...i was like 'huh'? wad girl...den i realised that i everytime during her lesson will think of her...and then worse of all...i wrote her name all over the book...wah lao...den she sae wanna call my mother...but i sort of argue den she finally agreed not to tell my mother.. but i must do my work and pay attention in class from now on...wah lao...just dug my own grave...sian ar! ok..gotta go eat my dinner now...buai buaix

i cant take it animore !!!

2004-08-29T10:55:00.000-07:00

yesterdae night...i went to my school portal website go check my chinese results....haiz..did very badly...after all the effort i put in...i onli got 69/100...some more when i think about the bb incident..it was a direct blow to me when both incidents came together...i broke down and cried....i noe i'm not supposed to cry...but i realli cant take it..i tell my frens...they all think i'm either too foolish or they call me "siao ar u..get so high still not happy"...and not even my mum understands... i have very high expectations for chinese of myself...thats why i put in so much effort...but the results i got...its very saddening...no one understands me...i cant find a really true true true true fren...i cant find anibody to confide in...i hav many frens askin..."how about her? does she noe?". pls lar...i cant even tell that she's sick...i dun even 'understand' her...how can i expect her to understand me?..besides...i dun even dare ask for her contact number...where got people zuo ren zuo until so shi bai wan...haiz...forget it...sae also most of ur wun understand wan...but if ur really understand me..thanks a lot...let me noe who u are ok...i'll stop writing for now..buai buaiz...

cover up

2004-08-28T22:10:00.000-07:00

wah todae...finally noe my appointment after ths suspension..l...drop to Asst.S4....and that bloody f**ker get to maintain his appointment...na bei...wads this...f**k man...but aniway..i went out with my friends todae...it was a tough dae cos i had to pretend thet i was enjoying myself...but actually, i still cant get over the bb incident...i cant and i've been thinkin about her everyday..its such a torture...if i hadn't got myself into GOH...all this would not hav happened..haiz..i am "suffering in silence" but she doesnt noe...nobody noes...onli me and my buddy 'mary' noes wad i'm goin through...i realli wan to tell her...but i guess the time is not ripe yet..i dun want to scare her...and maybe..i'm really not gud enough for her...if this realli carries on...i will break down...and i cant afford to..i got to endure through this period...but can i??? well, i guess onli she noes the answer...or rather she can tell me the asnwer...i'm such a failure...i dun even noe..cant even tell that she was sick..i realli wonder wad am i...i'm not a successul person, not an high appointment holder, not an enterpreneur..but a big failure...i cant even tell such a simple thing...well there is nothing i can do...hopefully she one dae can feel my 'feelings' for her..kk o gotta stop writing cos the more i think about it...the more i feel my tears trynig break out from my eyes....juz wanna wish all the best to my friends out there...and especially her..hope she gets well soon...buai buaix

!@#$&*

2004-08-27T18:45:00.000-07:00

that dae after go the bb then dunno wad happen to me...suddenly felt horrible..useless and depressed..den i feelin damm sad liaoz den the fucking daniel chai machiam like the worlds most retarded fucker come and suan me...made wrong choice of friend...trying to put me down...i just cant stand his fuckin remarks...he thinks he is very cool and gud...but all his friends are actually juz wearing a mask in front of him...no one can stand his attitude...maybe only his family...but i wont let his stupid remarks put me down...at least not for now...and here...i juz wanna thank "mary" and hao feng...but especially mary...cos i know he tried...but is just that i did not have the guts to accept the chance...thats how the equation came about...haiz...ok..i need to go try releif myself from all this emotional pain liao...buai buai:(

fate............

2004-08-26T18:25:00.000-07:00

sorri...so long never update liao...cos i studying for the common test...but my results..i am quite satisfied lahz...todae..the f**king DM confiscate my discman...f**k him manz....den nafter sch i went to bukit batok wit my fren..go walk walk.....den horx.....haiz..never mind..dun wanna talk about it anymore...haiya!!!buai buaiz

can't be any happier todae

2004-08-19T00:34:00.000-07:00

sorri arh..never update for yesterdae cos i studying for geography paper the whole dae..10 pm den come home. Wah...todae damm happy sia...firstly...for the history test last week...which i dun even noe that there was a test(and obviously i never study)...i got back the test result todae...wah lao...i never study also can pass..some more pass wath 17/25...wah lao...i take back paper also got shocked myself...how come i can pass...haiya...cant blame..smart people is like that wan..no lah..just joking..but aniway..i got lollipop lehz..hahax..secondly horz...i FINALLY passed my e-maths( after failing since last year CA2)...wahaha..can u believe it...i too cant believe it myself...haiz...got 27/50...suddenly feel that i'm a damm tyco guy...haiz...ok lah..i wanna go study my physics le..so buai buaiz

sad sia

2004-08-17T19:45:00.000-07:00

knn ccb...sorri for the vulgarities...but realli lorz...yesterdae wad i study for the social stidies common test all never come out...F9 liao lahz...den tomorrow got chemistry paper..and i dun understand a single thing about chemistry...so i went to my fren house there the macdonald there ask him teach me...wah lao...go all the way to bukit batok lehz...its not that bukit batok is not a good place...bit its too far...u noe...i stay in upper paya lebar...haiz...when i study finish tat tyme...4.45pm...wad tyme i reach home..? 6.15..wah lao...1hour 30 min leh...haiz..ok liao lah...todae no tyme to write so much..i still got 3 more chapters..got to go study le...buai buaiz

fail liao lah...

2004-08-16T14:44:00.000-07:00

wah piang..todae got the e-maths common test paper...siao wan...they make it sound so nice...1 hour..6 questions onli...but when u open the paper...u see all the questions all got part ai) aii) aiii) bi) etc wan...wah lao...den when i finish paper..i calculate already at least 10 marks out of 50 liao...i think i fail liao lahz...think of it also sian already...but i also think that i got slight chance of passing..hahax...but if i fail...IF i FAIL...i think i confirm retain sec 3 liao...heheh...but todae got back the english composition marks...heheh...got 19/30..not bad sia.. very long never get so high for compo liao...haiz...tomorrow got social studies paper...how to study...argh..i dunno how to do the mindmap..f**k it lahz. Den todae also quite shiok lah actually..the last 2 periods cancelled...can come home earlier..~kekex~...lucky i never take bio manz...if not i think i now still in school...but my turn will come when i gotta take the history paper...history..another difficult subject..regreted takin up the subject manz. K liao lahz..i also nothing much to sae liaoz..so i go study the social studies le.....but before i go...do ur notice that my entries are getting shorter and shorter each dae??? haiz..but never mind lahz...i will try to write longer in my next entry ok..buai buaiz...

bla bla bla

2004-08-15T21:45:00.000-07:00

wah...todae wake up at 8.30am juz to go for tuition...den the tuiton teacher last dae teaching me already still late...haiz..but at least i got to clarify all my doubts before the e-maths paper tomorrow...den finish the tuition i so bloody tired den come home sleep...whoa...sleep wake up den realise that already 4 pm..den i straight away take out the e maths 10-year series and practice...all the way till 6.30 where i am freed from the clutches of the deadly e-maths...den go out buy dinner and come back eat...eat already rush to the overhead bridge, meet my friend and watch fireworks..na bei...the 6600 damm lag...i take the pic liao den the big big firework come out...i cannot take...why..cos the hp still saving picture..den..a stroke of genius...my friend reminded me that my hp got video...so i took using video...but onli can take 10 seconds...so when big firework come up again...cannot take...why? cos the hp still saving vieio..damm f**ked up phone manz...so guys...dun ever buy nokia 6600..wah...todae damm sway sia...ok lahz..todae not much thing to talk about (unlike yesterdae)...hahax...i wanna go bathe and orh orh le..so update tomorrow ok...buai buaiz...

public apology?

2004-08-14T20:35:00.000-07:00

this blog...i juz wanna sae...Saman...sorri i've let u down...i tried very hard to forget u for the past few months...but i juz cant...i might be very sad...but pls dun think tat you are the cause of it..(that is if u think so)...cos...i brought it upon myself...i dun blame anione..i dun blame u. but pls dun worry...i will forget u...its onli sooner or later...k? sorri...once again

siao dae

2004-08-14T17:45:00.000-07:00

wah...todae so early go back school juz to take back social studies class test paper..wake up so damm early and when reach there...got back paper and i fail by 1.5 marks...and then go there onli 1/2 hour den can go already...total waste of my tyme den later even more siao...go out study wit my fren...go untill borders there... den cannot find place...so we went to olio dome to study...and to ensure we could stay inside and study...we ordered 1 cup of smoothie each...wah lao..$5.50 leh...den we pay bill tat tyme den found out haven add GST 5%..now not much money left...so we decided to go somewhere else to eat lunch...so we walk to far east plaza den to lucky plaza den to paragon,and den all the way back up to far east plaza,den finally decided to eat burger king at cineleisure...so we walk all the way back down again...after eating...we walked to paragon...den got this very friendly CHIJ gal keep askin us to donate money...although we donate already horx...she still keep askin us to donate again...den she didn't even leave a single cent for me...i became bankrupt for the rest of the dae...den got this guy dressed in alien costume...juz to advertise for the upcoming movie(alien VS preadator)...den he there giving out post cards...my fren super siao over those post cards den decided to go to paragon the toilet den come up and take later...so we went to toilet..and by the way todae we went to the toilet approximately around 10 times liao...den by the tyme we come up...the alien was gone...so my fren got himself damm siao...he dun even noe those people on the streets den juz anihow start askin them"excuse me, did u see an alien walking around?"wah lao...i stand next to him i also feelin very the pai seh...den finally after the long walks up and down the whole of orchard road...we decided to go to orchard MRT and take train go home...so wad did we do...? we walk again...to orchard MRT and take train home...and i finally reach home...but going to ollio dome just for a small cup of smmothie which cost $5.50 i think was the most siao wan lorx...wah piang...i walk until leg super pain ar...haiz...ok liao lah...i wanna go watch the TV liao le..buai buaix...

f**k manz

2004-08-13T18:10:00.000-07:00

wah lao...actually this supposed to be posted le lorx..den dunno y dun hav....sianz...muz type again..ok..let me start wit saying tat i'm proud to present to u...i PASSED my CHIN-UP lehx...amazing rite...ppl like lim peh can actually pass...wahaha manx..but...i still failed my napfa..all becos i failed moi standing board jump...haiz...all jump 192-196...always miss by those few cm... jump oso jump till leg pain liao...shit manz...aniway...u guys out there...if u got any tips on how to help me pass my standing board jump...pls tell me...i am desperate..hahax...but if ur tip is look high,aim high all those crap...den dun bother to tell me cos it apparently doesn't work...if it works i will not be askin u all to help me out here...wah...den todae social studies teacher call us go back to school tomorrow for extra lesson...worse still my social studies teacher is my CO...cannot pontang...think of it oso sian ji pua already...den todae horx...go bowling i calculate the average score 101 onli...den all my frens get 130++...damm throw face manz...somemore is i call them go plae wan..haiz..hahax...one more thing..luckily i last night act guai kia...go do e-maths homework...todae 1/2 the class neva do...all punished to stand outside..den see bay sway..DM walk past..all tio canned..wahaha manz...i saddist sia... k lah... dun talk liao..gtg watch TV le...buai buaix...

whoa...finally

2004-08-11T15:40:00.000-07:00

whoa...todae finally got back my physics test...i finally PASSED..after failing for the whole semester... hip hip hooray manz...well..tats the onli gud thing todae...and hor...todae the english CA hor...wah lao..dun noe wad they testing..is it ur proficiency in the english language or ur IQ...ask all the'wad do u probably think' type of queation...i mean is like.. 'how i noe'...also not i write the story wan.. u ask me for wad...lame sia..F**Ked up paper manz..and some more 1st tyme in my life...i took more then 1 hour 15 min to complete the paper...siao man...onli left 15 min to sleep...den some more last night onli sleep 5 hrs...haiz...dun talk about this topic le...topic change...now i feelin so SIANZ! nobody plae bball wit me...all wanna study...all guai guai wan...sighz...wah..even more sianz..the tought of tomorrow muz return my NCC No.1 uniform liao...haiz..somemore no tyme go take picture to keep as rememberence...WTF...den hor..dunno the phoebe got cheat my $$ or not...everytyme ask for donation den i never see donation card wan... if i ever find out she cheat my $$...i will give her 2 tight slaps man... although i dun hit gals wan ar...but i hate liars...especially when they cheat me of my compassionate heart...hahax..haiz...v sleepy liao...wanna go orh orh le..update another tyme...buai guys..

haiz...waiting

2004-08-10T06:16:00.000-07:00

i hav waited for 8 months+...and here i am still waiting. i try to come online whenever possible..juz to hav a chance to chat wit her...but i notice tat our conversations are getting colder and colder each tyme..its like everytyme i start the conversation...my heart beats extremely fast..but the kind of reply always tells me tat she is talkin with the "wad-the-hack"attitude..it really hurts me. But all this pain is wad i brought upon myself...she made it clear twice...but i didn't wanna let go..i even told her a lie said that i did not like her anymore..but i said this because i dun wan to loose her even as a fren...she still means a lot to me...somerimes the thought of her gives me the strength to accomplish tasks even when i was about to give up. My frens always tell me to give up..but thier advice always fall upon my deaf ears..i'm holding on so tightly,so long,so foolishly..its all because i realli hope i can touch her with my sincerity...i hav never held on to a "relationship"this long before...i hav tried accepting another girl,hoping tat i can forget her...but i cant...so we remained onli as frens. I always console my frens over relationship problems...but i guess i'm not much far better off then them..my love for her..so foolish..but its all worth it...(my frens out there...u noe who the gal is..so pls dun give me away by askin her to read this blog...thanks) here i am wishing all the beat to my frens and of course also to 'her'.

cant think of any title lah..juz write lah

2004-08-09T20:13:00.000-07:00

yo yo yo...finally got my blog running..todae although holidae...actually i wanted to 6+ wake up plae bball liao..v long never plae liao.. but end up 7.30 den plae cos got the few ah ma over there playing with fake swords and sabres..den ask us later den plae. Some more dun let us bounce ball..sae will disrupt their music beat..hmm...maybe we bounce ball too fast hor then they follow the sound of the ball bouncing so fast den those ah ma muz change dance hip hop.. like break dance..scarly wait break bones den send hospital and doctor say"sorri we tried our best" hahax..k lah enough of my lame nonscence.Aniway...i lately siao over bball again..hahax...plae 2 on 2 with some sec 4 guys..whoa,tio thrashed..(11-6) haizz..damm throw face sia..i must start trg liao..xiang dang nian...hahax..jj. I guess i regained my passion for bball again...argh...the thought of later must study makes me sian ji pua...k lah...dun talk so much liao..to all my tall,short,fat,thin,muscular,fragile,male,female,transexual frens out there...study hard,dun retain and take care ok? and u can also call me to hear my lame jokes to "cheer"u up in case u too stress ok...buaiz...and phoebe...STOP ASKIN ME FOR DONATIONS!!! thx arh...